I'm fairly certain that I have anxiety problems - my heart keeps freaking out and I cannot stop thinking about things that happened almost a year ago.
I am also having nightmares about my current lover suddenly turning into a jerk and ignoring me. Because being alone, it kinda sucks once you've gotten used to having someone care about you. Even if it's just because they, too, do not want to be alone. Mutually messed up. I love it.
Trying to take some herbal pills to calm down and reduce anxiety and stress. We'll see how it goes.
